so i told people on twitter im gonna post an entry about motivation, which actually im gonna write stories about, myself..
coming fr a large family (9 siblings), i think its sort of “normal” for parents to not really looking at u. compared to my sis and bro, they get accepted to SBP. while myself, sambung masuk sekolah gereja.
at first jeles je aku tgk parents pi asrama mereka ujung minggu with coke maggi kfc and any shitz they asked. sbb aku kat rumah xdpt layanan sama. VERY DOUBLE STANDARD – thats what i thought.
after get a quite good result where almost sent the whole school in to chaos like “Raf 7A1B!!?? but howw?? what was his B??!~~
it was agama islam. and people mula bertenang, sama2 ber-Ooooo.
offer to SBP diterima. i told my dad, no. i dont want to shift school. so i keep enjoying days at my former school with my friends, until one time when i was lepak, dad cal me told me that he already register my name at that SBP!
so i maki hamun apa semua WHERE GOT MTV THERE? THERE CANT WATCH TV DURING WEEKENED SO WHEN I CANWATCH TV?? AND WHAT THEY HAVE NASI KAWAH FOR STUDENTS? OMG dan byk lagi kata2 carut.
the most unbelievable that these asrama kids doing is
school – prep petang – prep malam
as in x cukup sekolah pg, ptg dan malam kena stay kat kelas pula i am no way to this.
everyweek parents dtg send food, like, kfc, coke, cokelat (just what i jealous about las time), i tell my mom “i hate this school. mau tukar sekolah”.
my mom “sabar lah dulu. sekarang kau benci kami sebab paksa kau masuk sekolah ni. suatu hari nanti kau akan bersyukur sbb kami paksa kau masuk sekolah ni.”
true enough, i still missing my school :’)
one time, me and few friends were sitting at a bench facing laut cina selatan, and sunset.
we were talking about, hala tuju dan cita-cita. mrk sembang lah, nak jadi geologis, nak jd engineer it, nk jd cikgu. sampai lah turn Sidek
“Raf nanti belajar kau mau pilih apa? apa cita2 ko?”
R:”KFC pun mcm ok. aku dgr boleh dpt lunch free so safe duit gaji”(i wasnt joking when i answer them this)
“betul2 ba raf!”
R:”iya la ba. abis tu abis sekolah apa kita boleh buat?”
“astaga kau betul ka ni? abis sekolah nt mcm2 boleh sambung belajar. sampai masuk universiti. boleh pilih spesifik kau minat bidang apa”
“erm. ok lah. kalau mcm tu, aku mau jadi doktor. ada gelar doktor siap2.
and thats how about almost everything started. i never knew about what to do after highschool, i thought, this is all it. and then along the way people shows ways to go.
p/s: i think i did write a story about my disaster in chemistry? if not i write about it later